my skin is peeling. so gross can. okay finally i found myself a day to come online! cos it's like every morning i have to wake up so early to go to sch myself. especially today. abit i woke up at 520am can. never has it been so early for me before. haha i'm so spoilt lah i know. hm so far all the lectures and tutorials are still okay. can still sleep abit while the teacher is talking. haha. my econs teacher was so boring today. he was like talking to the wall cos nobody answered his questions. and worse still, he looked as if his mind was elsewhere. and basically we all dont understand what he's talking about. ohwell. but econs still seem quite interesting lah. afterall it's a totally new subject. and abit we have to write an essay during the very first period of GP lesson?! argumentative essay somemore. ahhhh i hate writing all these. siannn. anyway after school, part of our class went to TK shopping complex for bowling! we played two games. haha my ball kept rolling into the long gang! it's so embarrassing when the guys beside us were like striking almost every time.

okay i shall come to the main point. band prac on wed was damn damn damn horrible. it's like everyone around you can play and sight-read so well while you're like lost somewhere in space. the feeling's really very very terrible. i felt so stressed playing with them! especially when i cant even play properly already, needless to say all the super chim scores. the syf set piece was still okay leh. but when it comes to the choice piece, i almost fainted when i saw it. oh my, their standard is like ten times better than st nicks. and i stumbled on almost every bar. haha thanks man. my face like dunno throw to where already. abit after practice, me, tracey, huiqing, crystal, mieoteng and melissa (who thanks hor, slipped off early to escape) started complaining about the stress. okay we are all the throw-faces of st nicks band lah. even the cedar people complained too! and i got two stupid ulcers after playing. cos my braces pressed on my inner lips too much. painnn. i wonder how am i going to survive tomorrow. the worse thing to do is to go back to school on a saturday. hai. actually i dont really know if i'm making the right decision. i'm like complaining so much here. nevermind we shall see how tomorrow goes. i'm glad that at least louise will be going :) yay. *crosses fingers*


OH MAN my mind's so filled up with band stuff that i forgot to mention about yesterday! went back to SN to meet up with my dear friends :D it's so happy that we can be back together again :) so sad joanna didn't come.. next time you must must come okay! :) it's like i just saw all of them yesterday and right now i'm missing their presence already :/ cant believe it's so fast. but nevermind, we will still be able to see each other for the many days to come yeah. i know we will :)

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